So we are overcoming today. Overcoming the fight that has overflowed into other areas of our life. I hate,is a strong word, I wish yet I hate the impact of fear and pride and stubbornness on our lives. I am saddened that aspects of this battle will scar my kids.
I beg and plead for a resolution, a moment of clarity. I ask if we can work as one….yet I am met with this rage.
So I pray that the Lord will grant us understand ing and peace. It doe
sn’t matter how much I sacrifice for her, for them. She has one agenda, to make sure I stay broken. At moments I want to lash out in the manner, spouting hurt and anger. I just want to treat her the same, yet, I can’t. I always think….what if my babies see. I want them to know better than my past….then our mistakes.